You would think, with this being a library and all, that a girl could expect a bit of silence. But
nooo, I've got people singing and others on their cell phones. I've got people talking loudly and playing games without any headphones on. This doesn't even include the fact that most of the libraries I go to are ridiculously cold!
Is this some sort of library thing?! Is there a mandate written down somewhere that says all libraries must be cold forever and ever?! I mean, yes, I get the whole thing about needing temperature control to protect the books and whatnot, but freezing all the frickin' time?! Is there really no middle ground for these people?!
*huffs*
Anyway, I'm still working on my challenge drabbles, as if that weren't obvious (painfully, if you don't dig SGA or slash). I'm already 14 up on 50 and I was thinking of posting two every single day, at the very least, because I really want to be finished with this challenge before Nano gets here. I don't want to have anything else or any possible excuse as to why I can't write on Nano. I can't afford to give myself an out of any kind, because I am lazy and I have fallen into bad habits.
I am really hoping to work on original fiction, but David (Hewlett) and Jason (Momoa) are eating my brain at the moment. David with his wife (Jane Loughman) and new baby (Sebastian Flynn) and Jason with his
cheating ways. I know that I have more important things to concentrate on, but I can't help but feel a bit jealous of David and what have you. If it makes me seem even a bit less like a crazed fan, there is the fact that I get this way with people I've
actually met.
I don't need someone to appear on a television show I like to hate or be jealous of them. Wow! I'm sure that that makes me look good.
Real good.
So, there's that. There's also work. We had one of our sexual harassment, sanitation, and safe alcohol selling procedures meeting today. We've all simply been joking all week that we're going to learn how to sexually harass our co-workers more efficiently. And why shouldn't we? If we're expending all of that energy, we might as well do it the right way the first time around.
( Oh, work. How happy I could be without your bullshit. )It's never-ending and I truly see how people could go in want to smack everyone in an entire building. To that effect,
this is what I'd very much would like to do.
Between the crappy ass customers, my shitty co-workers, and my bills piling up, I feel like I am going to snap sometimes. Mostly, I'm annoyed because these people bring me down off of the high I've manage to reach. Just as I start to feel better and not as weighed down, I get more shit to deal with.
It's no wonder that I use fiction and games as an escape.
Danielle